past love was painful. maybe right.
forgetting it is the best remedy.
but i was wrong.
i happened to notice my 'ingenious' in
my friendster account during our accounting lab.
what's in there was my airouts of depressed emotions.
everytime i'm in my lowest point of my life, i
use 'ingenious' as an outlet of releasing
all the undesirable energy stucked into
my every nerves.
i hate being depressed.
i dont like the feeling.
visiting again 'ingenious'
was a thing i am scared of doing so.
i don't want to be reconned with my
past memories again and anymore.
but all those feared emotions felt has changed.
i never thought how korniks i am during
those times i cried for my failed romances.
during the times when i frowned for my
school disappointments.
the times when i felt betrayed (though i was not)
by my most trusted friends.
when i felt left out of the group.
felt outcasted!
felt ostracized!

all this painful memories has burst me into total laughter.

now i know, wala lang. i jus' know!. hehehe..