i thought.
really.
i never expected.
i thought i was never.
never will be.
but i was.
can't believe thy self.
can't believe that i was driven.
has been controlled over.
overpowered.
fall under the supremacy.
be ruled with what i thought was nada.
but i was wrong.
delusions!

i really never thought.
that extra joss is more
than jus` giving extra physical
and mental strength.
wheeew!.. grabe!..
i`ve been awake all night,
with my mind hovering
over the misty, hot air.
i thought i was asleep.
but i wasn't.
but nweis,
gratitudes to joss!
i was able to study for my exam.
heheh..
nakaka high ang extra joss!
wheeeww!